5.17.2010
Safe.
Take off all your envies, jealousies, unwillingness to forgive, selfishness, and fears. Wash away your hate and incesurities. You will find life is not actually as difficult as you think. Sometimes we get so wound up and defensive that all we do is point a finger at everyone in sight. Sometimes all it takes to bring yourself back down to a peaceful state, is a warm, sincere embrace. Open your arms, say you’re sorry, tell your loved ones that they are loved, and now close your arms around them, never let go. You are safe
2.16.2010
2.07.2010
Breakfast at Tiffanys
1.28.2010
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea.
Love sees only the good. Hate sees only the bad. The jealous must see all, for it is love and hate coexisiting.
It is a night spent crying, not only for its prey, but also for its own victim of a heart. It is the torture of love found, lost and found again. It is the preditor that comes after abandonment. To some, it is nearly a whole other person in your self. As a deadly sin, the punishment for the enveous was said to be having the eyes sewn shut, for they have taken pleasure in seeing the envied suffer. Perhaps a suitable treatment, perhaps not enough. Imagination still wonders, still sees what is desired, yet untouchable. Imagination may prove to be your haven, the place you can run to and have all you want; But it may also suffer from wrath, accompanied by your jealousy. All you may see is the life you can not live. The life you would give anything for. Do anything for. How far would you go for the release? Do you trust your own mind enough to keep you safe, or would you turn your back on sanity as well?
It is a night spent crying, not only for its prey, but also for its own victim of a heart. It is the torture of love found, lost and found again. It is the preditor that comes after abandonment. To some, it is nearly a whole other person in your self. As a deadly sin, the punishment for the enveous was said to be having the eyes sewn shut, for they have taken pleasure in seeing the envied suffer. Perhaps a suitable treatment, perhaps not enough. Imagination still wonders, still sees what is desired, yet untouchable. Imagination may prove to be your haven, the place you can run to and have all you want; But it may also suffer from wrath, accompanied by your jealousy. All you may see is the life you can not live. The life you would give anything for. Do anything for. How far would you go for the release? Do you trust your own mind enough to keep you safe, or would you turn your back on sanity as well?
1.16.2010
Love Addict.
Love,
I never knew one word could be so heavy.
While it does make me fall occasionally under its weight,
and the scars won’t leave my blue knees,
I carry the word with the utmost pride.
There is nothing that could make me let go of this word.
This twisted, bewitching, sweet word.
I will hold this word in my tightest grasp.
Clench it, until I feel it as a part of me.
Yes, it is cruel and grievous at times.
But I continue to carry it,
for the ones who selfishly dumped it on me,
have become my entire existence.
I never knew one word could be so heavy.
While it does make me fall occasionally under its weight,
and the scars won’t leave my blue knees,
I carry the word with the utmost pride.
There is nothing that could make me let go of this word.
This twisted, bewitching, sweet word.
I will hold this word in my tightest grasp.
Clench it, until I feel it as a part of me.
Yes, it is cruel and grievous at times.
But I continue to carry it,
for the ones who selfishly dumped it on me,
have become my entire existence.
Two inlove can make it, Take my heart and please don't break it.
"Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, its when he ignores you and you still love him, its when he loves another but you still smile and say i'm HAPPY for you. When all you really do, is cry. " -unknown author.
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